Before I actually start blogging. Here's a mini update!
So, today is Mother's Day. Spent my morning/afternoon with my mum and godsis at this really gorgeous restaurant. Somehow it was vegetarian but it had meat. I am a Food & Nutrition student but I know that there is no type of vegetarian that eat meat. Back to the restaurant. It had really nice designs. Very vintage and plays oldies.
Okay... I think that's all for my update. Shall move on to the proper topic!
As it is my last year in secondary school, which mean I will move on for my tertiary education, a lot people has been asking me if I wanted to attend Poly or JC. Although now I have the intention of going to poly to take up Mass Communication, I tell people I'm going to take private diploma in Professional Makeup Artistry. It's pretty depressing and upsetting seeing people's disapproval. Only like 10% supported me of the idea because it is my dream. People just don't understand why I want to take up make up. The society has brainwashed everyone the idea of makeup. Like seriously. People just don't understand how important make up is to me. I probably blogged about this some time back but I'm gonna say it again.
Makeup changed my life.
I wonder how people think I was in primary school. As funny as it sounds, I used to be a bully+ tomboy+ fatfuck. I'm still embarrassed at what I wore for graduation night, And I actually thought I looked fuckin' awesome.
I wish I could find my double chin photo and show y'all. Yeap, I HAD a double chin. WTF. HAHAHA. Anyways, yeah. I was a tomboy and I bully guys. Now it's the opposite. I started hanging out with more girly girls towards the end of P6. So, they influenced me to be more girly. Including the fact that I've been mistaken as a maid. </3 Like seriously. My mum suggested I wear skirts and accessories to make myself "cuter". I heed her advice. I started shopping for accessories, skirts and tried wearing pink. Can you believe it, I actually hated pink. Anyways, I wanted to try makeup. So I randomly search for makeup tutorials. I came across Michelle Phan. At that time, she was still a newbie to YouTube. I literally watched Michelle grew in her YouTube career. So proud of her. Back to the topic. I tried makeup even though I pretty much suck very badly. HAHAH. I started taking care of my skin, bathing properly (Yes, I didn't bathe properly last time and I don't even wash my face in the past). I also started learning how to dress up. So it was a pretty huge transition from P6 (12 years old) to Sec 1 (13 years old). I literally transformed from a guy to a girl, as funny as that sounds.
Makeup thought me a lot of important lessons. Makeup doesn't make you prettier, it just enhance your beauty. I really want to be a makeup artist because I want to constantly remind people that makeup doesn't make them any prettier. I want people to embrace their flaws. That was my tagline last year December. I stopped that movement because I myself was feelin' super insecure, I'm actually still insecure now. I'll start the movement again. I mean if I want to help others, I have to be strong right? Soyeahhh, really hope I get my shit together soon. Anyways, I kinda explained why I wanna take up makeup. I don't know if I made sense. But it did in my head. It's just my dream to be a professional makeup Michelle Phan. I still remember the time she came to Singapore for meet and greet. So sad I was at the back. Couldn't see her (screw the fact that I'm short, but short is cute, ohwell.)
It's my dream to inspire people when I grow up. I want to help people. I actually want to join Ministry Of Empowerment when I grow up. If you do not know what that is, go search it up on Google. ;)
Alright, I guess that's all for this post.