My emotions are pretty much screwed. I really really don't know who I have feelings for right now. Not to sound like a fucking slut. Pardon me okay! I'm 15 (gonna be 16 soon!), what do you expect from me?! Okay, maybe some maturity but yea. I still love A. But we kinda drifted. And I get the feeling sometimes that I should move on. I might have feelings for C. But it's more of an eyecandy rather than a crush. Their both good guys but I honestly would prefer A more than C. But it's impossible between me and A. Soyeahh. I really don't know. 50% of me wants to stay single till then end of N levels. But the other 50% of me wants a boyfriend cause I really just want someone to tell me they love me everyday, someone I can trust, someone there for me, someone I can call mine. Just someone. But I don't think that'll be anytime soon either.
Alright, moving on. Ytd was Friday 13th! And surprisingly, it was a good day! Woke up early to collect the cupcakes from Christine and continued sleeping like a pig till noon then went out. Loved my OOTD for ytd. Some said I look like a Harajaku girl, hahah!
|Beanie - Carousell|
Hello Kitty Top- Carousell
Black Skater Skirt- Bugis
(Sorry for the lousy picture)
|"maybe 'okay' can be our 'always'|
I had to get off Omegle and prepare for Fir's surprise party. HAHAH! IT WAS SUPER FAIL BUT ENJOYABLE. Christine and Asylah was supposed to reach before Fir but Fir reached first. Hahah.
|Birthday girl with her (cup) cake ft. my hands & Asylah the photobomber|
|Throwing confetti on the birthday girl|
|Spraying confetti strings at the poor birthday girl.|
|Was trying to push Eka down, hahah!|